All roads lead to mediocrity

I've made a final review of the candidates for governor before tomorrow's election, and reaffirmed that I detest picking any of them.
The weekend was pretty much empty; relatively bland and pleasant, but I missed going to three parties and one meeting that I'd had in mind...
I want to be out changing the world, doing something that could at least hypothetically matter in a grand philosophical sense, but I just can't find a place to start. I feel like every day is another wasted chance to Do Something, and that even if I accomplish all my current Life goals, I'll still be missing the mark. When the heat death of the universe arrives, what'll I have to show for it?

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Problem: sleeves of cotton garment are mottled with bloodstains.

Solution: apply bleach cleaning solution to sleeve.

Result: sleeve of garment turns purple.

I don't like the way this day is going...